Rhythm. Every family has it’s own rhythm, it’s own way of keeping time, moves at it’s own beat.
Our rhythm…do we even have one???? I can’t ever seem to find it. It must sound something like an elementary band playing together for the first time. There’s a drum there…and the instruments are playing…but the rhythm is ALL OVER THE PLACE. Hahahaha. It’s crazy, and wild, and just when it starts to sound and feel kinda good a squeaky clarinet pipes in and ruins everything. 😉
I long for a nice, steady beat, but I think I’ve started to slowly swallow the fact that I just ain’t gonna get it. We are wild. We’re all over the place. We’re kinda scattered and wacky, but THAT is our rhythm. And it’s beautiful, in it’s own special way.
Jed left on Sunday for Ukraine and is now back with our Boys. I already miss him here with us, but I am so relieved that he is there with them. My heart aches for my babies across the sea. I think about them so many times throughout the day. Whenever I worship or pray they come to my mind and won’t leave. I think God is calling me to almost constant intercession on their behalf. That’s cool and all, but my mama arms ache to hold them and squeeeeeeeze them. 🙂 Having Jed there just puts my heart at rest.
It’s interesting, but we both just felt like for sure Jed needed to be there now. Our volunteers have been visiting the Boys faithfully, three times a week while we’ve been gone. They have done an AMAZING job. It’s not like Jed is so super special that he can love the Boys better or something (although he is pretty darn special, in my book), but we just knew he needed to get there. So, it feels good to have him there, right where he is supposed to be. He’s hosting a team right now, then he’ll be working on some training with our new teachers, encouraging our volunteers, working on a super special secret project, and just spending loads of quality time with the Boys we love so much. It’s all good.
The kids are doing awesome at school. They totally love it- all four of them. They have friends there, they love their teachers; school is wonderful gift to them right now. It feels super peaceful having them there. I was all worried that Addy and Ez would be massively behind because of our crazy rhythm, but thankfully, they have done fabulously. They are both a little behind on math, but are otherwise right on target! Whew! All those homeschool worries were for nothing. Yeah, most of my worries end up being for nothing. Worrying is such an awesome use of time. Not.
Vladik is still doing fab. He is starting to test the waters a bit these days, and that’s actually a good thing! He feels safe here. He’s had a few medical tests so far, just to check on his general health and has done great with them all. This week we get to test him for parasites…stool sample anyone? Fun times, fun times…nice timing for Jed to leave. Vladik is a little confused now that Jed is gone, but he understands that Papa has gone to work with our friends. I’ll blog about all that later. We have a pretty unique experience of removing him from Romaniv, but continuing to work there…it’s a strange road to navigate, for sure.
So, that’s the rhythm we’re in now. Daddy’s working hard across the sea, kids are rockin’ it at school, and Mommy and Vladik are learning how to listen and obey, checking out lots of different doctor’s offices, and eating lots of mashed potatoes. Yummmmmm.
Till next time, keep on keepin’ on!